"If cancer will take my baby I don't know what will be, please help!!"

The baby I've been waiting for so long is looking at me and I can see her pain. Please, don't let me lose my girl !!" 😰

"I'm Eti Noa's mother. And I no longer know how to tell my story because it sounds like a horror film. I have three children. My eldest child who is only 8 years old is paralyzed in the hospital and has no hope, and my baby who isn't yet two years old- with terrible cancer, I don't know how to survive.
Half a year ago Noa didn't feel well. The doctors immediately realized something was wrong and sent us for a biopsy. I didn't even know what that meant.
Since then our lives have been simply destroyed.
I'm so ashamed. We have no money to buy food. I have no money to buy my children diapers 😰
I take care of my eldest son and Noa all day, running from one place to another. I can no longer carry the pain I have in my heart. How is a mother supposed to see two of her children in this situation and stay sane? I sometimes feel like my heart is just being torn out of my body. How am I supposed to see my little baby suffer like this ??
I don't sleep at night from fear. My Noa cries endlessly in pain. She can't speak so she cries all day, crying for help as if she's crying "save me". And I have no way to help her, I have no way to help my baby 😢
With all her pain, she keeps smiling. I don't understand how. I look at her and cry. I hug her and tell myself I don't deserve such an angel. A baby who undergoes treatments that burn her whole body from the inside out until she screams in agony and then still smiles at me 💔
I have no money to save my girl. That's the truth, and that thought kills me. My husband and I had collapsed since Noa's illness, and now that I can't work we are just left without hope. My husband tries to work as hard as he can, but it doesn't come close to what it takes to save our girl.
Her cancer is very rare. The only treatment that can save her is special radiation and surgery in France.
How will I leave my son who is only 8 years old and paralyzed? I know he understands what I'm saying, but what will I tell him? Your baby sister has cancer and we have no money to save her and help you? My heart is torn from inside, I can't stop the tears.
Please, I beg you, save my girl. She is the light of my life. Please don't let me lose her, all your support can help us save her and continue the battle for my children. Please don't let my girl go !! 🙏
Charitable donations processed for this campaign are received and distributed through Chabad of North Hollywood Lehosheet Yad LA , a fully registered Tax-Exempt charity 501(c)3, EIN #: 203872517
Contact details: Nachman Abend
For bank transfers:
"For Noa"
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Account#9881353545
Chabad of North Hollywood Lehosheet Yad LA
Address: Chabad of North Hollywood
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Sherman Oaks, CA 91401
If funds remain after one year from the end of the treatments and / or the child is cured or does not need funds, then the remaining funds will go to benefit other cancer patients and activities for them according to the rules of the organization.
 
If funds remain after one year from the end of the treatments and / or the child is cured or does not need funds, then the remaining funds will go to benefit other cancer patients and activities for them according to the rules of the organization.